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When you have everything in the world
and then … at one minute
you lose it all
count your blessings !
what can be said now?
what can i say now?
nothing can be said
perhaps only things can be done
your words fell off from your mouth
my heart fell off my chest
feeling uneasy
and feeling all the pain
feeling that i may have lost something
or knowing that i will be losing it
i knew for a fact
that that day will come
the day were you will have to go
i never thought that that day was so near
feeling all those feelings
getting into all that situation
and then all is gone
all out the window
as if it never happened
good thing is that time will be on our side
however he only thought of giving a scrap of time
and since he moves fast
we know how the outcome will be
nevertheless no regrets
and no sorrows
what ever good moments will always remain
and the future will always be uknown
it can be your friend it can be your enemy
it can turn the tables
it can work wonders and miracles
but for now forget about all that
and let us leave all that
and live in the moment
for no one knows what could happen
no one really knows ….
Darn this situation that i am in
i have never thought of it happening like this
i have never thought that things can be like this
or that everything that is surrounded to this issue is just unbareable
it was truthful who ever said “be careful of what you wish for”
i have talked quite a lot and i got what i have not put into consideration
everyday seems to be like a dreaded nightmare
waiting to just happen and occure
everyday seems like a death sentence
waiting for the executioner to kill
everyday seems like a timed bomb
waiting for that moment to explode
that is how it is everyday
hopefully not for long
as i will take another leap of faith
as i have taken once before
and leap into the unknown
where i would wish i would land some place safe
safe from all the action
safe from all the waiting
and surly safe from all the danger that might come
they will protest
they may disagree
but its for the safety of myself
and its for the sanity of my mind
one can only hope and work for a better outcome
and one just hopes for the other tomorrow to happen ….
i still have the same old feelings towards you
i still feel so alive when i am with you
i still think about us all the time even when you are away
however
seeing you in that place made me think
and made me think a lot of things
which i prefer not to think of
cause that would just be plain unfair to you
i just hope you can read my message and reach out
and give me the trust
just as i gave you the trust
but i know for sure i can never push it
so i am suppose to learn it step by step
and take it in slowly
in love you can never rush things with it ….. ~
Every single move is recorded and monitored …
And you will be questioned on your motives
And your answeres and your defense will also be judged
you are constantly monitored
24\7
every breath you take
every move you make
and no its not the song by “sting”
its the harsh reality of how they think and see the world
they believe you are stupidly naive
they think ill mannerly of you believing that you are still a child
that you know nothing of the world
they will pray to make you feel guilty
they actually look so dumb
and they will continue on with what ever they are going to do
with that sort of thinking that they have
they ruined futures before
they have it in their habit
as dumb as they are, they are devilish than the devil himself
as a matter of fact he sits back and learns from them !
…..
beware of them as now they know of you
they will not remain silent
they will not stay behind
they will do what ever they have in their powers
to make things more worse !
head this warning !!!
if only time stood still
if only surroundings remained motionless
if only people would just shut up for a minute
if only there was no tomorrow and obligations
if only there was no right or wrong
if only there was you and me …
then maybe i could just live with you in that moment
just us together
nothing in between
nothing around us
but truth remains in these two
(if … only …)