The whatever space of randomness
I’d say the life is just a dream that we chase after It’s not exactly what it seems I’d like to buy the world another shot of laughter And buy my friends another drink
Real hope is born out of despair. No one knows what it means to be hopeful unless they know what it means to be hopeless. It is in moments of abandon, failure, loss, sorrow, absurdity, brokenness and senselessness that authentic hope comes to be. You know hope precisely because you know what it means to be hopeless and helpless. Hope is hope because all hope is gone. Does this sound even weirder? What is hope then?
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that sudden realization

When you have everything in the world

and then … at one minute

you lose it all 

count your blessings ! 

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what can be said now?

what can i say now?

nothing can be said 

perhaps only things can be done

your words fell off from your mouth

my heart fell off my chest

feeling uneasy 

and feeling all the pain

feeling that i may have lost something

or knowing that i will be losing it

i knew for a fact

that that day will come

the day were you will have to go

i never thought that that day was so near

feeling all those feelings

getting into all that situation 

and then all is gone

all out the window 

as if it never happened

good thing is that time will be on our side

however he only thought of giving a scrap of time

and since he moves fast 

we know how the outcome will be

nevertheless no regrets 

and no sorrows 

what ever good moments will always remain 

and the future will always be uknown

it can be your friend it can be your enemy

it can turn the tables

it can work wonders and miracles  

but for now forget about all that 

and let us leave all that 

and live in the moment

for no one knows what could happen

no one really knows ….

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Darn this situation that i am in

i have never thought of it happening like this

i have never thought that things can be like this

or that everything that is surrounded to this issue is just unbareable

it was truthful who ever said “be careful of what you wish for”

i have talked quite a lot and i got what i have not put into consideration

everyday seems to be like a dreaded nightmare 

waiting to just happen and occure

everyday seems like a death sentence 

waiting for the executioner to kill 

everyday seems like a timed bomb

waiting for that moment to explode

that is how it is everyday  

hopefully not for long

as i will take another leap of faith

as i have taken once before

and leap into the unknown 

where i would wish i would land some place safe

safe from all the action

safe from all the waiting

and surly safe from all the danger that might come

they will protest

they may disagree

but its for the safety of myself

and its for the sanity of my mind

one can only hope and work for a better outcome

and one just hopes for the other tomorrow to happen …. 

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i still have the same old feelings towards you

i still feel so alive when i am with you

i still think about us all the time even when you are away

however

seeing you in that place made me think

and made me think a lot of things 

which i prefer not to think of

cause that would just be plain unfair to you

i just hope you can read my message and reach out

and give me the trust

just as i gave you the trust 

but i know for sure i can never push it 

so i am suppose to learn it step by step

and take it in slowly 

in love you can never rush things with it ….. ~ 

a world filled with “what could have been” and “what would have happened
Of course

Every single move is recorded and monitored …

And you will be questioned on your motives

And your answeres and your defense will also be judged

WARNING

you are constantly monitored 

24\7 

every breath you take

every move you make

and no its not the song by “sting”

its the harsh reality of how they think and see the world

they believe you are stupidly naive 

they think ill mannerly of you believing that you are still a child

that you know nothing of the world

they will pray to make you feel guilty

they actually look so dumb 

and they will continue on with what ever they are going to do

with that sort of thinking that they have

they ruined futures before 

they have it in their habit

as dumb as they are, they are devilish than the devil himself

as a matter of fact he sits back and learns from them !

…..

beware of them as now they know of you

they will not remain silent 

they will not stay behind

they will do what ever they have in their powers

to make things more worse ! 

head this warning !!! 

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if only time stood still 

if only surroundings remained motionless

if only people would just shut up for a minute

if only there was no tomorrow and obligations 

if only there was no right or wrong

if only there was you and me …

then maybe i could just live with you in that moment

just us together

nothing in between

nothing around us  

but truth remains in these two 

(if … only …)